I just came to say hello

 I heard recently once again the importance of keeping a journal, particularly when things are anxious and stressful. 

It got me thinking about some things I've realized:
- despite all that's going on and the fact that "normal" as I know it is gone and is not ever coming back, I don't feel anxious.
- I am so so SO blessed in my life by God and that's why I don't feel anxious.
- I don't feel anything but the normal stresses from work (which I'm still actually doing at home).
- I am extremely and constantly grateful for the people in my life.

Keeping a journal has always been difficult for me, even more so now that I'm older. This is probably because I prefer interaction and conversation rather than speaking into The Void. That's the reason I've likely always gravitated to platforms that allow for constant interaction with others: I need the feedback, CONSTANTLY (lest I be left alone with my own mind for too long and actually crack). 

Anyway. Let's try this again.

Hello, Void. 

I can't tell you the relief that I feel!! *oof*

I know I'm supposed to have my etsy sale tomorrow and looking around, I am SOOO not ready for it. Like AT. ALL. Ugh, I hate to push it back, but I might have to?

There's been a lot going on here at home this week and unexpected things have snapped up my time. This is doubly worse because I did a thing that's often been a problem for me: I literally dream that I've done something to the point where I believe the dream is a memory and I think that something has been done only to find out WHOOPS, no it hasn't.

*GROAN*

We'll see what tomorrow will bring.

cottoncandy_bingo Dos: Return of the Fluff!
Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Ship: Sherlolly
Prompt: Long Distance Relationship

( clicketh to see! )

cottoncandy_bingo Dos: Return of the Fluff!

Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Ship: Sherlolly
Prompt: Apology/Forgiveness

( el jay khuuuuttttt )

cottoncandy_bingo Dos: Return of the Fluff!

Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Ship: Sherlolly
Prompt: Moved In Together Without Noticing (but everyone else did)

( Beneath the cut... )
Gosh I hope this works, I was just fudging around on PS with this...

for cottoncandy_bingo.

Petra brought up the fact that men are usually not as ready as they think they are to witness the birth of their child....

( He thought he could do research... )

This is one is going up on DW/LJ first and later on tumblr.

This was done for sempaiko, who was having a rather crappy day at the time and wanted some steampunk!Sherlolly. And this is how I take care of my friends.

( BEHIND THE CUT AND AWAY! )

Please ignore the obvious decisions that I made later w/ the composition. XD